Entry for 24 November 2006

Heart felt this pain

so stabbing and persistant

clear and pressing suffocating and crushing

slow and steady

My silentsufferings

My private hell

who shall bear but me

my crushed soul

my ringing cries

who shall hear but me

all misery and pain all losses and gains

were in vain for me

i broke a billion times

si melted slowly

dyin every day

i prayed ferverantly

no one answered but he